Knit and Nibble: how knitting saved my life

Published on March 20, 2019 2 min read

“I did not see it coming. But it arrived silently in the morning. The day after my partner Thomas’ birthday party. I couldn’t move my leg down the bed,” says James McIntosh, knitting designer and author of Knit and Nibble, a book of knitting and snacking, of the episode of depression that left him bed-bound and helpless for a year.

“The depth of sadness in my head was too much to bear. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t function.” James’ attributes his depression to toxic masculinity. It  was a complete surprise, this life-loving man was famous for his exuberant lifestyle, a gap year in Siberia, a television presenting career in China, a global ambassador for AGA cookers - career choices not for the faint hearted! Thankfully he was in good hands when it struck - his partner Dr Thomas Ernst is a senior Consultant Physician in a large teaching hospital in London, and one of the only consultants to operate a mindfulness clinic to treat chronic illness and pain - very well qualified to help him recover.

Knitting saved my life"

James taught himself to knit with a YouTube tutorial and a pair of chopsticks. Thankfully, later, Dr Thomas sent his Ward Sister to finesse his skills, and the rest, as they say, is history! He knitted his first garment, a super chunky sweater on 12mm needles in beige alpaca yarn, and when he put it on and stood in front of the mirror he felt proud of himself, a major breakthrough. He felt human again. If you’ve suffered from depression, this will ring home to you loud and clear - the enormous achievement of creating something, of finishing something - it’s colossal.

It triggered a thirst for colour - and a thirst for knitting - and as he began to recover, his knitting career began. He started producing single patterns, and then wrote a book about knitting for beginners, Knit and Nibble.

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Knitting has been celebrated, lately in the press, for its contribution to wellness. We know that the meditative process of working your way up and down a row is a gentle way to feel soothed, and the power of color, whether pastels, jewels or sleepy neutrals will have a profound effect on how you feel. Read our guide on knitting for mindfulness, and start your knitting journey with simple stitches, like easy garter stitch, and stocking stitch. Make a simple scarf, or knit squares to make a blanket - when you’re ready to tackle something bigger, there are lots of easy to follow free patterns to choose from, and so many beautiful yarns to keep you motivated.

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